I am submitting to the October 1 Call for Creative, today for a few reason. Firstly, October 1 changed my family forever. My brother David Huffer, his wife Tamara Huffer, my niece Addison Stoker, Tamara’s Sister Heather, aunt and uncle Tony and Marcy, and many other friends were in attendance that night. I lost a part of each of them that night due to the trauma they all experienced. It has been 5 years, and without proper counseling I have seen the decline in my family’s mental health.